| Long long time |
[Jun. 26th, 2005|01:55 am] |
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| | crazy | ] | This is something I wrote almost 4 years ago, in the prime of my DT craze.
Aggressor
I. Beginning Hate... Rage... Irrate... Implicate... Following his fate he carries on. To suffer out the weak and poor. He is king, He cannot fail. Full of of hate, He waits and anticipates.
II. Domination Crushing! The weak below his feet, he's someone you just can't beat. Time, Sit and wait for your inevitable defeat. Clouds in te distance. Billow a storm. Like the wretched blackness of his mind, but this he cannot find. He can't escape his fate. Defeat!
III. Resistance There I sit, here to wait, ready to fight the king. Power! His power is too much, surley I will fail. Deliverance! Deliver me from this nightmare please! In my mind, a thousand cries, like his kingdom and his throne. The time has come, the bell has rung. Now I face the worst ahead, make me understand!
IV. Liberate There I stand, liberation in hand. The king lies at my feet, a broken lifeless form. The bell has rung, it tolled for him, but now I'm full of sin. I can't regret, I can't accept, fate bound by hate. So here I sit, here I wait, on the throne ruling all, making all of the world fall. Father... I've come home... |
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| Missing |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|11:18 am] |
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I lost a part of myself 2 nights ago... It will be a while before I feel right again... |
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| Passion |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|10:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Silence | ] | I hate drugs.... I hate them.... So much.... With a BURNING PASSION!!!!!!! |
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| Good Times |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|07:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | enthralled | ] |
| [ | music |
| | A Perfect Cirlce - The Outsider | ] | Wow, what a good time last night. With the person you love, on the beach downtown with your best friend. Thanks for such a good memory. Today is Mudvayne! |
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| Im 19 |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|01:58 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | A Perfect Circle - The Noose | ] | Wow. Im 19, I love Angie so much. Lets see how many people remember my birthday this year.
Better Now
It's so glad to see you again. Overcome with so much emotion. Remember the castles we said we'd build? They still stand tall in the wind. I know that there was more. More than you could've known. Maybe you weren't the one. Who was supposed to see me to the end.
As I sit here, and bury you. Write down everything you said to me. Watch you descend in your grave. I'm sorry things turned out this way. As I sit here and remember you. Write down my memories of you. Watch the ones you love cry while you sleep. I hope things are much better now.
I truly am sorry. These were not my true intentions. We were here before it all. Fate has been so cruel. I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't want to watch you fade. I hope it was better in the end. I'm moving on the best that I can.
As I sit here, and bury you. Write down everything you said to me. Watch you descend in your grave. I'm sorry things turned out this way. As I sit here and remember you. Write down my memories of you. Watch the ones you love cry while you sleep. I hope things are much better now.
Can you hear me. Overwhelming emotions clawing at me. Completely overtaken by this pain. She came in and fixed it all. I know you showed me the way. It was more than just coincidence. I'm with you until the end. I owe it all to you.
As I sit here, and bury you. Write down everything you said to me. Stare at your grave bent and broken. I'm sorry things turned out this way. As I sit here and remember you. Write down my memories of you. Remember how you held onto me one last time. I hope things are much better now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|10:20 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Dropbox - Wish Bone | ] | Im doin' it cuz I like it... Wish Bone |
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| Donnie Darko |
[Mar. 4th, 2005|09:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | numb | ] |
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| | Gary Jules - Mad World | ] | I was just slapped in the face of crazy realizations and parallel thoughts. Donnie Darko is probably the best movie I've ever seen. Its such a beautiful story of selfless sacrifice. I was a bit confused my first watch, but the 2nd and 3rd I completely understand. Its incredible, the message throughout the movie is superb. The relations and little things make the movie so complex. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|07:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tool - 46 and Two | ] | Contemplating, nights lying awake. Hoping my future is bright. 46 and Two, are just ahead of me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|12:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tool - Hooker With A Penis | ] | Fuck you Dan. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|08:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | moody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Shadows Fall - What Drives The Weak | ] |
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